nervous + excited!

Today, I'm gonna start my 2nd job exprnce, i really wanna do it well..tp bile mengenangkan kena lalu LDP yg jem giler tu, feel so sick already, dh la keta manual..ya Allah permudahkanlah jalanku,andai pkrjaan ini yg trbaik utkku aku redha, tp jika ini bkn yg trbaik utkku, Kau tunjukknlh jaln yg trbaik.. amiin. ofis start kul 9, but kna kuar awl coz takut jem + i plan to just take a bus straight to bdr utama, U43. tp xtau la lalu c2 ke x, if x lalu, kna la drive..huhu..really have to be strong + brave + matured ckit ni. kalu nakiah bc ni mst gelak terguling2 dia..hmpeh tul dak tuh. sbnrnye b4 going to bed, ingt nk ckp jap ngn si dia, nk kasi smgt ckit + he got an interview tomorrow so blh la kt saling mmberi smgt, but dia dh tdo..he's not well, sakit perut, MC hr ni.cian dia.. syafahullah.. ;) hr ni dia potong rmbut + ade sorg pkcik jual insurans ckp dia hensem, ya Allah,dia pon ape lg..kembg memayung la siap kol bgtau kononnye malu2 la. :p nway, miz him and hope that he'll be fine..may Allah bless us..moga Allah permudhkn jaln usaha kt ye.amiin.. ;) ok,need to go to slep sok mst bgn sewal 5.30 pg.xnk kelam kabut nt. bismikallahumma ahya wa amut..